After being in a Blogging wilderness for months and months, where my inspiration to write had risen to the surface many times only to fall away under a deluge of stress and responsibilities I am finally putting pen to keyboard Yay! What subject has inspired me to battle through the mundane you may ask! No surprises here, the notorious Bonnie Blu akaT Tia Billinger the woman that has taken the ‘Only Fans’ platform by storm. For those of you who have had their heads in the sand these last few month’s her claim to fame is having sex with 1057 men in the space of one day. She has taken pornography into a whole new realm of possibilities. Well she did! until even ‘Only Fans’ couldn’t swallow the enormity of what she had done and refused to let her post any of the footage of the ‘Biggest Gang Bang of the century’ on their platform.
Considering the nature of what is posted on ‘Only Fans’ I doubted if even Bonnie could bring it into more disrepute. But it would seem that advertising her wares free of charge and indiscriminately banging 1057 men one after the other was a step too far even for them. The fact that they would have made a huge amount of money from the content couldn’t sway them, Shockingly as if that wasn’t enough to punish Bonnie’s sensibilities they climbed even further up onto the moral high ground and banned her completely. Bonnie was deslolate losing a potential income of five million pounds a month (yes! a month). But she soon rallied and found a platform that WOULD consider hosting her multi -man gangbang. Either way Bonnie will be making huge amounts of cash from utilising or should I say using her body this way.
The question I asked myself is “Is she in her right mind” ? Many Psychologists and Psychiatrists have commented on the state of her mental health . They feel that her behaviour is some sort of self-abuse and must relate to some previous childhood trauma or tragedy. Bonnie and her family are clear that neither has happened! So is she just a woman who loves sex and money and decided to combine her two favourite things and make it her life’s work? It’s not difficult to think it’s the latter when you look into her unflinchingly cold emotionless stare. Her huge blue eyes that have a childlike and vunerable quality draw in the men from all walks of life. Watching them queueing around the block for a chance to dip their precious crown jewels into Bonnie is quite shocking! None of them seem to give a toss (excuse the pun) that they are getting sloppy seconds, thirds or in fact one thousand and three. To a man they seem fervently aroused and eager and there is a form of comradarie that is really quite bizarre.
Bonnie by this time is just the object of their desire and I think the emphasis here is on the word ‘Object’. While the male bonding session rolls on unabated I look at their faces and think to myself Could I? would I? even on a one to one. My inner voice yells loudly NOPE! with the odd exception. I am no innocent when it comes to men (This is well documented) but Bonnie makes me look like Snow White. I am going to be blunt here and mean no disrespect to the male form in all it’s wonderful sizes shapes colours and body types. But some of these guys probably wouldn’t get the chance to get within sniffing distance of a hot chick like Bonnie. She has a pretty face and an amazing body and I would think the only way they would ever strike lucky is by paying through the nose for it and here is Bonnie offering herself for free. No wonder they are lined up like dogs waiting for their turn with a Bitch in Season.
So what does it say about Mankind? We all know men are wired differently and this goes back to our Primeval days when cavemen had the inate instinct to spread their seed when ever and with whoever they could. That instinct still remains and men are the victims of it. That is why the moment they hit puberty they spend hours self-pleasuring and we know that these days they don’t have to rely on Playboy magazines. Access to graphic porn is far too readily available to young minds but that’s a blog for another time! It’s no wonder Bonnie was a huge hit with the ‘Barely’ legal fraternity. She gave them a chance to practice for real. It would seem that any man would rarely say no to sex if it’s handed to them on a plate.
I have always said that women are in charge of the sexual allowance and it would seem that Bonnie is insatiable and has the sexual appetite of a Big Mac! Or is she just acting the part and purely using her body as a money-making machine? She seems to put herself in some sort of trance and manages to detach her brain from her body. There is absolutely no emotional connection to these men. Well, there can’t be, can there? They are in and out in record time, supposedly wearing condoms (although one wonders if with so many the odd one slips in bareback). The condoms create a barrier between the men and Bonnie (Despite one of her tag lines being “Come and give me your load”) I hope the men who get off on that idea are pleased when their precious load ends up in a condom splat! on the floor with hundreds of others. There are fertility clinics that would pay good money for that much genetic material. Seeing all those used condoms lying lifeless on the floor made me want to vomit. So clearly a lot of men do come but, I wonder does Bonnie? ever?
The female orgasm can be elusive and seeing as she uses tons of tubes of lube I can only assume her excitement is not that great. After a period of time she goes on to use numbing cream by-passing her body’s warning signs that it has in fact had enough Dick for one afternoon. What does that say about her handlers? because that’s what they are. Purely there for the money they can make with absolutely no regard for the woman in front of them being shagged senseless because that what this is, senseless. This is not about human interaction and mutual attraction or even affection with a pinch of sexual chemistry. It’s a publicity stunt and a money-making gimmick where the only winners are the bank accounts of those running the show and Bonnie, of course.
Where does Bonnie go from here? more of the same I suppose. Her husband has made enough money pimping her out, so to speak and he’s buggered off and she is left in the hands of her so -called management. Although, to be fair she is the one calling the shots! It seems to me that those shots she is firing are somehow going to end up coming straight back in her face.
I was lucky enough to be celebrating a big birthday with a great and diverse bunch of woman last week where our entertainment was a Butler in the Buff. He arrived suitably laden with enough cocktail ingredients to sink a battleship. Wearing nothing but an apron he engaged us in drinking games, taught us how to mix cocktails and left us admiring his honed and toned body from every angle. It was a new experience for me and I have to say that being around a handsome male in his prime still made my eyes twinkle and it was all I could do not to feel every muscle. No surprise there. He was an interesting guy holding down three jobs and I decided to wade in and ask him about himself and eventually got round to his thoughts about ‘Bonnie Blue’ It was nice to get a male angle (Well I’d seen all the others) For a guy that earns money being nearly naked for a living his answers were surprisingly conservative. He thought she was doing Womankind no favours. Would he get in the queue? “absolutely not!” “Would he date her?” a resounding “No!” Would any self-respecting guy want the woman in his life earning money this way? “You have to be kidding!” In fact he found her a huge turn off! But then I am sure a guy like him had no shortage of offers and I concluded that the men involved in Bonnie Blue’s line-up were from the sad and lonely brigade or just looking for their five minutes of fame. Make no mistake there will be various stories out there from random guys headlining ‘I took part in the world’s Biggest Gangbang’
Whilst I am all for a healthy attitude to sex and think it is fundamental to the fabric of life itself, part of me just cannot get on board Bonnie’s gravy train. After all, sex is crucial to the survival of the species. But Bonnie’s behaviour has nothing to do with love or human connection or reproduction. It is done to shock and gain attention and nothing more than clickbait. It also exploits an industry that all ready has a healthy following, Pornography. By doing it for free Bonnie is undermining all those women that get paid for sex making no friends in the industry. By encouraging husbands to be unfaithful, one of her more unsavoury sales pitches, she is making enemies of all the women out there trying to raise children as part of a family unit. It seems she will stop at nothing to be top of her tree. I can’t help but wonder where Bonnie will go from here? But there is a woman out there that is in real physical danger and deserves our sympathy, her name is ‘Tia Billinger’. She is the result of the very worst of the times we live in, where the mantra is ‘anything goes as long as the money is rolling in.’ What a sad existence for any human being.
I’m back!speak soon love Gaynor xx
